King Bankz - PAIN I FELT Lyrics

All this pain, i done felt No one to blame, I done did this to myself
Yeah, I been prayin', asking God, can he help me
Look in the mirror, I could barely see myself Like, is you hearin' me or am I prayin' for
My health
Say, I been travelin' down this long road for a long time
Niggas don't wanna see me up, they'd rather see me down
Steaddy tryin' to dim my light, but somehow I'm still shinin
Get it out the mud, I know one day I'll be shinin
I swear, last night was the last time I cried in silence
Do you hear me cryin'
They don't see me tryin' Lately, I been humble, I ain't tryin' result
Judge me from my past life, damn, that shit tragic
I thought you believed in me, man, tell me what just happened
Life a disaster, need peace in this madness Don't know where to find it, but it soothes
Me when I'm rappin' I didn't see my daughter in some months
I'm poppin' perky after perky got me numb' I know I said I quit, but I been pourin' up, yeah
Been through so much that I been tryna live it up, yeah
When I was down, these niggas laugh, but now they upset
And every time they conversatin', I'm the subject
No, I don't f*ck with these lil' niggas, they all suspect
Yeah, I done been through so much, I done had enough, yeah
All this pain, I done felt No one to blame, I done did this to myself
Yeah, I been prayin', askin', God, can he help me
Look in the mirror, I could barely see myself Like, is you hearin' me, or am I prayin' for my health
Said I been travelin' down this long road for a long time
Niggas don't wanna see me up, they'd rather see me down
Steady tryin' to dim my life, but somehow I'm still shinin
Get it out the mud, I know one day I'll be shinin
I swear last night was the last time I cried in silence
Do you hear me cryin'? They don't see me tryin
I swear last night was the last time I cried in silence
I swear last night was the last time I cried in silence