I'm staying here
All alone in my home
Think of thoughts you can't condone
I will try
To not drown in my feelings
When the paint begins peeling
You won't stay close
You'll run away on any given day and never return
Try to speak but words don't come out
Here I stand in the shadow of a doubt
Our hands will shake like trees in the rain
While you're gone, I'll set myself to drain
You went away
With no trace or explanation
Evaporate into the air
Never said you'd stay
Throwing stones and that's forever
The exit was the greatest pleasure
Where do I go?
I can't just sit around here
Breathing in the air and my greatest fear