Why I got to fight you in this war to win
If I got to fight
Do I have to be alone
There's so much chaos
I don't know where to begin
When you're all waiting for me to screw up
It's so easy to judge
But you don't have it like me
The long nights
The fights
Unanswered whys
That tear me apart
It's so easy to judge
When you got it so easily
We work hard
We're starved
We're losing sleep
Over hopes we'll never meet
Do I got to keep up this fake charade
To impress the people
Who won't learn my own name
I got to give it up
Just to win you over
But why should I
Waste a minute of my time
It's so easy to give up
When pieces fall at your feet
Expected to get up
Act like it's not hard at all
And try not to be seen
It's so easy to give up
When they're not
Who I thought they'd be
Tear away
Fabricate realities
That are hopeless to reach
No I won't
I can't calm down
The fight doesn't seem worth my time
But letting go sometimes don't feel right
You don't know
Why it's hard
What you get is not what you see
It's only a part of me
Because it's so easy to judge
But you don't have it like me
The long nights
The fights
Unanswered whys
That tear me apart
It's so easy to judge
When you got it so easily
We work hard
We're starved
We're losing sleep
But you'll never see