Sometimes I wonder what death is like
Is it really the end?
Or is it just the beginning, to a new life sentence?
I can't tell who's really with me and who isn't
So I'm on my own path, you do not effect decisions
Less I ease off the gas, but I know that I couldn't
I done gave people time, that's time that I shouldn't
But I gave you my love, my trust when you said that you wouldn't
F*cking leave my side, now it's me and my self
Funny cuz I never needed anyone else
I guess I forgot that for a second
I was trapped and lost, depression
I don't ever think it ever left me
But I focused all my effort
Into me and what I love
And that's why I'm doing better
So don't ask me no questions
I'll give you all the answers
Yeah, I've changed, bc no1 Wants2 C0mmunicate
I've got a lot on my plate, but we all do
So I'm going Kobe Bryant, w no auto tune
(Keep swimming)
It's not you, it's me
I'm all fine, sippin JD
And it's crazy how my life has switched up
I used to, be the last kid to get off the bus
Then I got my own car, lil ford escort
Goto school, goto work, then we run the plug for
Anything, and everything he had
Til one day we f*cked up bad, really thought we had the bag
But the energy was off
Seen the lights flash from the back
We was lost
Used to ball on the court, now we're going to court
I'm just thankful we made it through that shit
Now we both got kids, just tryna provide a better life to live
So Yeah I'm gone, but just know that I'm gon' come back rich
BITCH