Killa Chronic - What the Hec Lyrics

I need some inspiration
The installation of some silver haze a renovation
Of all my ways I wonder will it all end in sedation
Or in a blaze and what occasion
Cause everywhere I go the tensions like the culmination
Of too many answer prayers from decapitators
Suffered at the hands of love gotta function as a player
Not a day goes by that I don't think about betrayal
And people that really loved me that left me for a halo
Twist that crystally killa
It's really an epiphany builder
Cause when I think about drilling something cause I'm in my feelings
I think about the wall preventing me from hugging my children
I think about six feet of dirt and a mahogany door
Allowing my son with no guidance to be robbing the store
I think about the women in my life with no daddy figures
And the manipulation tactics that get sent back and forth
Na ah not my daughters
Already victims of this devil's divide and conquer
Watching this drama unfold like an opera
I'm fighting a monster which led to my departure
I ain't no deadbeat matter fact my lead feet
Kept me trying to work it out
But this ain't life it's dead meat now
So here I go
Back to being a rascal in that San Antonio
What I do know is stack bread and pull hoes
It's crucial when you're slanging and you find them loopholes
A plug like a power strip that isn't on a power trip
And not buying this freedom selling info to them alphabet
PDs or COs or none of their affiliates
A myriad of idiots who only love the thrill they get
From separating families Celebrating casualties
Long as they the ones who did it That's why we play like good riddance
When the news says one took a bullet to the neck
We don't worry about a judge saying he don't gotta pay his debt
Now that's justice
God taking vengeance
You don't got to agree but that's my comprehension
And I'm reckless
With my words
And that's especially when the herb is running low
That high pressure is what's needed to intrigue and stimulate The stimuli
I illustrate a little slice of 50 states city life
Kind hearted individuals
In disguise as hardened criminals
Realizin their potential goes
As far as the hood'll take unless you take a risk
Whipping something up without a egg without a whisk
Take payments for hits
Aiming basically at anybody in the way you make it
Where they ain't able to piss
Shitbags for a last minute decision
Take the trash out Monday night Tuesday morning it's a surgery
Blurry dreams I'm having when I wake up in a sweat
Cause I seen a tombstone my name a date and then a pic
That I took last year before I had hair
I wanted a rebirth baby so don't you have fear
Cause if the Lord loves me my future's better than here
Save it for your wedding I don't want you shedding tears
Get it into gear life's a one way through gridlock
But every once in a while you can find a lane that's clear
Peep the signs they might say the bridge is out
Or it's a flood you gotta take a different route
What's this about somebody speeding flipped and burned
Only God knows if that's an ending he deserved
A lesson getting learned every one of us are students
Don't be scared to put your two cents
Into the machine might be so appreciated
They go from measly wages to holding keys to the safe
Picture sitting at the head of the table you got the space
To dictate and delegate leave your opps with a sour taste
For doubting making it known and getting shown
But watch em or cut em off they prone to throwing stones
On my own left the party on Kyle Seale
All the way down ten and arriving in Highland Hills
To Highland Park scooping up Israel
A can of 211 pineapple you can't conceal
I cop my mickies like I did when I was little
With my Tio with that Bebo on the way to see Panchio
My homie pointed around and said Maximil
This here's the land where time stands still