Kidneytones - Shadows Lyrics

I sit alone in the dark when a thought starts to spark it
I got shadows in my room tryna tell me what to do
Are my thoughts really mine? I can't tell half the time
My mind is racing, no chance of pacing
Just f*ckin stop!

I don't wanna do this
I can see the movements
I feel them creeping in the room
And hear them speaking fluent
They keep Telling me to f*ckin do it
Giving me the blueprint
I can't
Get my mind back
Slipped thru the cracks
Schizophrenia like a mind tap
Get ya mind racked boi
Take what you love and put it all on a shelf
Now take a baseball bat and hit em all to the ground Bitch

Your life is worthless
You've got no purpose
Just give it up
Your life is pointless
I'll leave you voiceless
Yeah when I'm done
If you commited suicide
No one would give a f*ck
Things took for granted all your life
Now you gotta pay up
Put on the mask
You got a task now get it done
Can't get a grasp
Throat full of glass
Pull out the gun
Now cap his ass
And do it fast before they come

I don't wanna do this
I can see the movements
I feel them creeping in the room and
Hear them speaking fluent
They keep Telling me to f*ckin do it
Giving me the blueprint
I can't
Get my mind back
Slipped thru the cracks
Schizophrenia like a mind tap
Get ya mind racked boi
Take what you loved and put it all on a shelf
Now take a baseball bat and hit em all to the ground