Hey, I wanna stay
Today, can't get my way
Afraid, that I won't change
It's seems like you might like me
Scary but imaginary
Painting portraits inside my head
Carefree is a state of being
Able to spend the time
To feel like I'm half alive
Killing time just feels right
I should stand up
Get my shit together
Feels better most of the time
Hello, I wanna go
Alone, can't feel at home
It shows, when we take it slow
Ya know, we gotta hurry
Never in between
Choices killing me
Feed me my own shame
Digging my own grave