Always overwhelmed
It's a constant conversation in my head
Swear I been needin' help
Gotta do with all these regrets and reflects
Say to your face, you cause me pain
Tried to move on, but I do it wrong
Carried the weight, they say I'm strong
But it's goin' on
My heart and my spirit and the way that I love
Is weighin' on the days I'm feelin' over-under
I'm over all the trauma that turns into drama
I got grudges, I think you should know
All these crutches, but I can't let go, I
I got grudges
Feel like I've been through hell
Only one I can trust in is myself (myself)
I tried to keep the faith
But I keep losin' faith in everybody else
I should say to your face, you cause me pain
Tried to move on, but I do it wrong (but I do it wrong)
Carried the weight, they say I'm strong
But it's goin' on
My heart and my spirit and the way that I love
Is weighin' on the days I'm feelin' over-under
I'm over all the trauma that turns into drama
I got grudges (I got grudges), I think you should know (and I think you should know)
All these crutches, but I can't let go
I got grudges (I got grudges)
I got grudges (grudges)
I got grudges
(I got grudges)
I've got grudges
(I got grudges) grudges
(I got)