I ain't know I could come in on a beat like this
F*ck it, f*ck you too I know that's your friend cause they'll lie
For you Sleep with one eye open like the pirates do
Growing up with no guidance Watch an picked up from folks around me
That's how I learned all my knowledge What you supposed to do
Old homie give a f*ck about dying Heard the pain in his voice
He tryna hold back the cryin Material shit can't fix that
Every f*cking day he wishing for his twin to come back
Reminiscing on John hitting his growth spurt from way back
Damn, we ain't kids no more on different road on my day one
I hope you staying strong, life goes on Soul probably gone, that's why a nigga writing this song
It's soft but I'd rather uplift him just keep my aim from a distance
Bitch, I was born with ambitions I was blind, now I see
A nigga wanna be me Trying hard, they can't see me
Living life like Stevie Hoping these drugs don't be the end of me
Smoking on some shit, I call da remedy Going high, I'm in the sky
I wonder what'll happen when I die Keep your head up and smile
Tears ain't never help nobody Don't know why they around
Show a lot of love Realizing I'm my mama's child
Why my emotions be wild Keep me in growing up
Skipping school to get put down I want to know if I had heart
Type nigga don't give a f*ck bout what you think or what you thought
I was blind, now I see A nigga wanna be me
Trying hard, they can't see me Living life like Stevie
Hoping these drugs don't be the end of me Smoking on some shit, I call da remedy
Going high, I'm in the sky I wonder what'll happen when I die
Keep your head up and smile Tears ain't never help nobody
Don't know why they around