I still fear a lot of things
My dreams inclusive
I'm scared of how real it is
How big it is
How I could potentially be the shit
How I could potentially be the key to unlocking the brain of another kid
I'm in my scary hours
The thought hit me in the shower
Brain told me I am the power
That's ironic cause he is the power
Wild
Pandeni showed me how big I could be
How small I've been thinking
How One call makes a difference
Call me passive aggressive but my mind has progressed way past the norm
Of being scared of the competition I realized I never had
It's always been me and myself
Be patient Kevo you almost have it
No, I always had it
F*ck feeling like my music is here before it's time
Time is just an illusion the old is new and the new wave is mine
So my timing is just fine bro
Called it Hella Dilemma
Think about it
I persevered through the hardest time of my life
Given a choice between bad and worse
Like my life is cursed but I'm here now
And this time I'm first
Believe me I'm hungry
Been wanting this since the days of Durags and straight caps
When we would still buy mixtapes and blow my contra cartridge for my TV game
When it's over heating but now
I'm blowing into mics but the pop filter blocks it all like the doors that been blocking out my inner pieces
I need a new soul almost like how you buy a new Air Force after the creases
Just to keep the old ones for creative reasons
Welcome to Hella Dilemma