Kevin Freeborn - Beautiful Mess Lyrics

It's amazing how I'm feeling but I'll never show it
Because the more I'm getting closer the more I get notice
I mean I'm on the roll till I'm on the row
Going fast this wack niggas ain't coming close
Cause lately I'm just tryna get it
All the texts got no reply I'm just tryna get in
Saw you in kada with another nigga laughing while he pour the liquor
I'm just blocking negatives to see the bigger picture
Cause I remember well that's just how we met
Now you with another nigga in the finest dress
Tell Zzhey to dial the code men bitches ain't loyal
But then again I'm just tryna get attention from ya
Well my father use to say no one is perfect
You find a woman then groom her till the point she's worth it
I'm tryna find potential but all she want is purses
Or take her to the mall and get everything she purchase
I've been on my mind for long
Where mother's type have gone
Where niggas use to say they like the sweetest one
Where bitches use to say they like to sleep alone
And never leave the children... Damn Men it's been so long
I guess I'm getting lucid in text
All the love and the hate made me choose for the best
Well i miss the old days... only you can grotesque
Well thats life men Damn what a beautiful mess
Waking up today
Shit is bogus
Ever since you've gone damn its so hard to focus
I mean i could write song for ten hours long
Saying i don't need nobody but that shit is wrong
See people do change like the season
Only here a minute
Then all a sudden a critic
You're tryna act defensive
I'm tryna make it a mimic
We both know you're the one f*cking up my vision
My uncle use to tell me these people you'll never see through
So lil nigga follow your dreams and ignore these people
Cause they'll never want you to grow not even slow
You've grown nigga watch look how they speak to you bro
Trails Tribulations been facing me on the low
I've been tryna face its crazy being the road
I'm just tryna make it
Damn this patience eating my soul
But its Dark before the Light
So take a piece of my prose
I've been on my mind for long
Tryna Write a selfless song
When niggas use to say they like the type of words
When bitches use to say they like this nigga verb
And replay that shit men its been so long
I guess I'm getting lucid in text
Well i miss the old days... only you can grotesque
All the love and the hate made me choose for the best
Well thats life men Damn what a beautiful mess