had to die to feel alive Video (MV)

Okay the pain I feel I can't describe
Sick of hearing I'll heal over time
Just when I was thinking it's a lie
Yeah
I found the light
Sometimes you gotta die to feel alive
I know it gonna hurt to say goodbye
Once you left
I was up in my head
Break it off
Send a text
Had to leave that on read
But I know
That's a lie
I always reply
The more I try
You were just my
My weakness yeah you know
I been here before
Down and now I'm low
It's time I start to live
I won't fall to this
Thanks for all you did
Guess I had to die to feel alive
I know it's gonna hurt to say goodbye
Living life fast
I don't got a care in the world right now but I hope I don't crash
It's really been awhile since I laughed
Whenever I say that I know it's sad
Yeah it's sad but I'm back
You say that I'll always be alone
And if you're right then I'll be on my own
Well okay and that's fine one thing I know
Guess I had to die to feel alive
I know it's gonna hurt to say goodbye