Peaked (Down) Video (MV)

I'm feeling like I peaked (like I peaked)
I'm feeling like I peaked (like I)
You make me

You make me feel like I peaked (like I peaked)
The best is all behind me, I agree (I agree)
Seventeen was the happiest I'll ever be (happiest I'll ever be)
The rest of my life gon' be downward, I can see (I can see)
I believe that I had it all figured out
'Til last year brought me down to the ground (down to the ground)
I flew real high, now I'm crashing down (crashing now)
It's all down, down, down, no no, down, down, now
I look out, and all around (out, 'round)
It's all smiles walking 'bout (it's all smiles)
It's been a while since I've walked out (walked out)
Where would I go, I don't know (I don't know)
I struggle with talking to folks (talking to folks)
Awkward tone, sawdust throat (awkward tone, sawdust throat)
Cobwebs broke when I stretch my voc's (cobwebs broke)
So it's easier if I stay indoors

Down, down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down, down

Everyone says that these are the best years of our lives (years of our lives)
And everyone else, they just peaked, back in high, by getting high
I can't agree, miss my planted seeds, and my family tree, but they banished me
No, I, no, they, they, them, someone, somewhen, it doesn't matter, the result's that I peaked

Life was too good not to peak (life was too good)
Became a fiend for her dopamine (for her dopamine)
It'd be fine if I had time to wean (if I had time to wean)
But now I'm going through withdrawal, it would seem (it would seem)
I could open a bottle but with my history (history)
It's like fifty-fifty, I won't see tomorrow (tomorrow)
That's a bit dark, no, it'll just put a mark on
My forehead, I'm more scared I'll slip some 'bout how my heart broke
Worse yet, my more dark thoughts (dark thoughts)
Darker than dark (darker than dark)
So dark I can't even talk it on song (can't even talk it on song)
Not 'til it's all thought-provoking words (maybe not even after)
And that won't be 'til I pop off from this working (pop off)
Let's just say I got reasons that I can't talk about in person (I can't talk about it in person)
So no matter what's your offer, slippery slope, it ain't worth it (it ain't worth it)
It could be dope or add more burdens, rather not let fate determine
Cause I don't think my fate will turn up when everything in life's been down