keusik - so taunting Lyrics

Every day, every night
I'm so f*cked up
Smokin' pot, drinkin' scotch
Shit on whoever sleeps first
In this house, house like dungeon
Whoa, It's so scary
It's so haunting
It's so taunting
It's all bullshit
They're just nightmares
Suffocating
I suffocate him
[01:54.30]
I'm terrified to be alone
Ghosts, ghouls come out
They want to play their way
They won't take me away
[02:56.20]
I'm not afraid to be alone
But darkness follows me everywhere I go
It's terrifying
It's so taunting
Yeah, yeah-ooh
It's so f*cking scary
Yeah, yeah-so taunting
Oh, so terrifying
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The garden
Oh, so calm
Where every living thing will help each other
Through the rainy days
The garden
Oh, so sweet
The natures perfect, makes you forget
That somebody died here
Traumatic
Brings flashbacks
To everybody involved
With it, all the lives it f*cked
The passed, the dead will haunt this land
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Got a box in one hand, in the other, got one lit
Out on puffs, if I want, I can't even get back up
Got a lock in one hand, in the other, got the key
Gonna lock my doors now, 'Cause that will make me feel free
In my home, no distractions, I will play until I bleed
Guitar, piano, singing, none will bother me
I'm afraid of musical instruments
I'm afraid of them all
But I'm a musician
What a nightmare