Kesley Bou - i should be sadder Lyrics

Lover I could have told you sooner, things weren't getting better
We can't pretend forever
Summer, should've been different for us, couldn't repair our love but
That summer I learned to run run run

Maybe I should be sadder, maybe I should be madder
Screaming, feeling, differently, like I can't get out of bed
So messed up in the head, tell me what should I do instead
Cause I don't feel like this, like that, I don't feel that bad
Maybe I should be sadder, maybe I should be sadder

Guilty, why don't I feel more guilty
I miss that you're not with me, but love shouldn't be so suffocating
Dreaming, you used to be my dream and, stuck in a diamond ring
Never growing up, never growing old, leaving our story untold, so

Maybe I should be sadder, maybe I should be madder
Screaming, feeling, differently, like I can't get out of bed
So messed up in the head, tell me what should I do instead
Cause I don't feel like this, like that, I don't feel that bad
Maybe I should be sadder, maybe I should be sadder

We were alive when we were dumb and drunk on love
Now we are older and sober and all f*cked up
I asked you to just get up and go get a job
You couldn't handle that how was I supposed to act
I trusted you when you said you'd take care of me
That didn't last before I had to carry the
Weight of it all while you slept in our bed and I
Tried to give you all I had now there's nothing left

Maybe I should be sadder, maybe I should be madder
Screaming, feeling, differently
I don't feel that bad, don't feel that bad, don't feel that bad
Maybe I should be sadder, maybe I should be sadder, sadder, sadder