What if I'm the reason for my own pain
What if I'm the reason for these tears on my face
What if I'm the reason I'm alone
Maybe cause of me that's why they go movin' on
What if I'm the reason that we always fight
What if I'm the reason for these sleepless nights
And what if this is all in my head
And what if ur the reason instead
I ain't been feelin' like me in a minute
Maybe it's 'cause of the way that I'm livin'
Settlin', downplaying my own potential
Tend to forget that my body a temple
I ain't been treating my mind like I should
I did some shit I thought I never could
I became heartless
Attitude garbage
Maybe it's my fault I'm misunderstood
I overthink and I keep to myself
Bottling shit up n stockin' the shelf
I push away everyone that I love
Love me some drugs
But they bad for my health and
Ma said she think I could do better
Struggling bad tryna keep my head up
I need answers n I'm gettin' fed up
Yea I'm gettin' fed up
And What if I'm the reason for my own pain
What if I'm the reason for these tears on my face
What if I'm the reason I'm alone
Maybe cause of me that's why they go movin' on
What if I'm the reason that we always fight
What if I'm the reason for these sleepless nights
And what if this is all in my head
And what if ur the reason instead
I feel lost my soul is tired
Imma mess I can't deny it
Here's my shoes go walk a mile
Tell me what ya think
Peace of mind my one desire
Prayin to a power higher
My mind got me locked inside
N No I'm not okay
I'm a lover and a fighter
Need a blunt shit where's my lighter
Loyal and protective
If u cross me see the rage
Careful u don't wanna try
Won't warn u twice
Don't play w fire
Thinkin' to myself it's time
I might need an escape
Like far away
Give me my space
'N I'll come back around
But I'm the only one who picks me
Up when I get down
And What if I'm the reason for my own pain
What if I'm the reason for these tears on my face
What if I'm the reason I'm alone
Maybe cause of me that's why they go movin' on
What if I'm the reason that we always fight
What if I'm the reason for these sleepless nights
And what if this is all in my head
And what if you're the reason instead
What if I'm the reason
What if I'm the reason
What if I'm the reason
What if I'm the reason why
Yea What if it's me
Maybe it's me