Kenny-K - Passing Thought... Lyrics

Memories will play in the back of my head
I remember days I called you friend
Your voice in the back of my head like a song
Up at night wondering what I did wrong
F*ck
Maybe it's all pointless
I guess
My old me it haunts me like a ghost
House and home but haunted house a host
I won't lie it hurt me to my core
What could've been what could I did much more
I don't
I don't know
I don't know

Sometimes I might wonder
Where was my big blunder
Lightning follows thunder
I feel myself under again
Under again
I cannot pretend like I did fine when you had left
Maybe it's all in my head
Struggling to breathe
Knowing you would leave
Maybe it's just, maybe it's up to me
Up to me

Was I just another passing thought?
Fighting for the feeling I would rot in
What I brought in was a special type of vapor
I brought in engagement see you later
Was I just another passing thought?

Something you would know that you woulda never
Brought around again
Someone you can call a friend on a rental?
I been so so stuck im temperamental
I don't know
I don't know