You watch the sunrise over red skies
You take your sweet time to walk over low tides
Your eyes are blacked out, I'm feeling sick now
It's in my DNA, it's in my DNA
You feel the earth shake, you see the walls break
It's never-ending, it's overwhelming
Well, I could fight, but it just isn't worth it
I'm in pain here, but I deserve it
I deserve it
I deserve it
You saw the dead rise under black skies
So you take a dark turn, starting up a slow burn
You lose yourself in addiction to guilt trips
Begging for sleep, but you keep having visions
Of rivers of crimson, keeping you in it
You lose it completely, you try to stop speaking
Every night, you try again to release it
But it's never-ending, it's overwhelming
I deserve it
I deserve it
Holding your breath, you're a delicate person
You're asking for death, but you still haven't earned it