KennRapp - BAD Happy Lyrics

Happy times feel like a ghost in the haze
Lord release me from this misery phase
Why do I wear the weight of who I used to be?
Staring in the mirror it's haunting me.

These illusions cut deep leaving scars on my soul
A canyon of feelings can't seem to let go
Am I the creep that I fear in my dreams?
Trapped in the echoes of my silent screams.

Bad happy lost in the fight
Searching for joy in the dead of the night
These words are my chains holding me tight
From happy times taken I'm losing the light.

The depth of my soul darker than the void
Did my hate for defeat leave me broken destroyed?
When I drop these rhymes it feels like a crime
Caught in a cycle just wasting my time.

These illusions cut deep leaving scars on my soul
A canyon of feelings can't seem to let go
Am I the creep that I fear in my dreams?
Trapped in the echoes of my silent screams.

Bad happy lost in the fight
Searching for joy in the dead of the night
These words are my chains holding me tight
From happy times taken I'm losing the light.

I'm haunted by memories they linger and ache
When did I trade my happiness for this heartache?
Every shadow I chase feels like a cruel lie
Searching for hope but it's hard to survive.

Bad happy lost in the fight
Searching for joy in the dead of the night
These words are my chains holding me tight
From happy times taken I'm losing the light.

So let me break free from this darkness I know
Find my way back to the happiness I've sown
In the depth of my soul I'll rise from the pain
Chasing the light through the shadows of rain.