Kendrick Rashod - Purge Lyrics

Just wanna be real
Just wanna be healed
I pray that you feel
Me father above
Just wanna be loved
They say it's a drug
I got me a buzz from Calvary's hill
Ain't poppin' no pills
I'm facing my fears
I'm turning to God I'm turning to God he know that I'm flawed

Oh look I gotta purge my soul
Cuz I been trippin and I need to let that go
I prayed about it on my knees but I won't mo
This my confession help me please cuz I'm on go

I'm on Go
You just don't know
All this stuff that's in my soul
I just might blow
They must not know
About my past
I whooped some hold up
I kicked down doors with no ski mask
The world might blow with this black flag
You say I'm forgiven
The way that I'm living
Its probably gone end up just making you mad
I got a mag in case they try me
Got some poison in my ivy
And my heartbeat full of evil
Lord I know that we all equal
But got problems with some people
If I see em it's on sight
Change my heart cuz that ain't right
Lord change my heart cuz that ain't right

I'm sick of these lames
I'm ready for change
I'm sick of the shame
I'm sick of the pain
I'm sick in the brain
It's sin my veins
I know who to blame
I know that you reign
I know that you came
I'm reading my word
It put me on game
I know that you able I'm feeling Cain
I know that you able I'm feeling like Cain
I was in the store he touched my son I had to slap him out
That boy was tripping had him bleeding from his mouth
Look here I'm sorry I just need to let it out
Look God I'm sorry I just need to let it out

Oh look I gotta purge my soul
Cuz I been trippin and I need to let that go
I prayed about it on my knees but I won't mo
This my confession help me please cuz I'm on go

I'm on Duck
I'm on Goose
Got a screw but it's loose
Want yo sauce
Want yo juice
God forgive I do too
But it's hard oh my God
I'm on guard from the frauds
And my heart full of ache
From the snakes from the fakes
And I hate that they ate at my faith
Heavy weight call it freight
3 Fold cord like a braid
Want a trade
For yo son for my sin
You brought me out I went back in
I got tough skin but I fight within
I got the heart of like 3 or 4 men
In the pin
Against ten
I got no pen
This from the heart
Where do I start
I just slack
You forgive but I go back
To relive with all that mess
I'm to blessed to suppress
All that stuff that's inside
Sick of the hiding and sick of the lies
Sick of my envy and sick of pride
I'm rolling with sin but i'm sick of the ride
Living in anger I'm sick of the vibe
Sick of these chains I wear them like ties
Deep in the valley I'm looking for highs
I'm in the pit but I think ima rise
Took off the mask
No more disguise
Killing my past I see Demise

Say to goodbye to this guy
Got to go got to die
Been to long
Had me to strong
I can't make it on my own
I cover up I'm just cologne
You told me right
But I go wrong
I spoke to God don't call my phone
I bounced back I found my zone like

I'm sick of these lames
I'm ready for change
I'm sick of the shame
I'm sick of the pain
I'm sick in the brain
It's sin my veins
I know who to blame
I know that you reign
I know that you came
I'm reading my word it put me on game
I know that you able I'm feeling Cain
I know that you able I'm feeling like Cain

Oh look I gotta purge my soul
Cuz I been trippin and I need to let that go
I prayed about it on my knees but I won't mo
This my confession help me please cuz I'm on go