Kendis - vivid dreams Lyrics

I don't know who to think or what to think about
All my friends, they are trying to hold me down
From crying over you
I'm a mess under perfect city lights
You should've been the one here by my side
Not a stranger in disguise
And I'd call but you said don't
So I walk the halls alone
Our memories washing over me
And I see your shadows everywhere
I'm imagining things
Like you're here with me
In this hell called vivid dreams
And I'd hold you but you're out of reach
What am I supposed to be?
Oh
I go to bars to dance out loud
But all I see is your pretty faces in the dark
Holding me in your arms
And my family's asking about you
I haven't got a clue on what to say
So I smiled to hide the pain away
Our memories washing over me
And I see your shadows everywhere
I'm imagining things
Like you're here with me
In this hell called vivid dreams
And I'd hold you but you're out of reach
What am I supposed to be?
What am I supposed to be?
You're every breath and sorrow
And my poor heart breaks a little
More than I had hoped
I miss your silly little dad jokes
In the car while you're driving
Down the road
I've got to let go
But you're all I've ever known
Our memories washing over me
And I see your shadows everywhere
I'm imagining things
Like you're here with me
In this hell called vivid dreams
And I'd hold you but you're out of reach
What am I supposed to be?
What am I supposed to be?
What am I supposed to be?
What am I supposed to be without you?
What am I supposed to be?