Kencho - Cry Alone Lyrics

I rather cry alone
I'm calling for the lord nobodies picking up his phone
I'm knocking at his door but nobody seems to be home
So now im all alone
It sucks being all grown

Aye yea thats facts
I turned around they stabbed me in the back
So lord I'm asking you to take me back
To when i was a baby with no worries just a lil boy
Cause this hardship that I'm going through
Need a lil joy
Lord i cant even see my mamma and its hurting me
Its so much pain built in my body strong like Hercules
I got a headache pop a molly i can barley breathe
And i dont mean to write sad songs but its the pain in me
I wake up late at night alone
With suicidal fantasies
Lord i cant be all alone cause this death is driving me
And on my way home i see a river tempting me
But i got to be strong for my family

I rather cry alone
I'm calling for the lord nobodies picking up his phone
I'm knocking at his door but nobody seems to be home
So now im all alone
It sucks being all grown

And I'm not venting my feelings
Because nobody gone fix them
Remember days in the rain i was crying and was handed no tissue
My dad like boy whats the issue
I said my nigga i miss you
But that shit was all just a dream
I gotta keep my nose clean
I gotta keep me a beam
I gotta keep me a nine
Cause niggas want to shorten my time
I might have to flip me a dime
Just to make a thousand tonight
That won't take the pain out my life
But at least it raise up my pride
In this life shit won't reach my prime
So i cry alone

I rather cry alone
I'm calling for the lord nobodies picking up his phone
I'm knocking at his door but nobody seems to be home
So now I'm all alone
It sucks being all grown