Extended agony which led
To not listening to anything
Crying out loud as my fate awaits
Not rejecting the bullet from my head
Will I ever be able to feel the same
Where did that warmth go
Disappearing in my sleep
Only the pain will remain
Covered up wounds
As they will never heal
Drowned in tears repelled by my skin
Fully lost your honesty
Abandoned at my own odyssey
I'll be the needle draining my self-inflicted misery
Draining my misery
Lost in my own thoughts
Pouring every feeling directly from my heart
I damaged all my weak spots
So I'll just wait for all of this to fall apart
Will I ever be able to feel the same
Where did that warmth go
Disappearing in my sleep
Only the pain will remain
Covered up wounds
As they will never heal
Drowned in tears repelled by my skin
Pain remains
Fate awaits
Not rejecting
The bullet from my head
Drowning in my misery