Kelso 1OTO - How I Feel Lyrics

Losing myself throughout all this music i siff through
Anyone can do it, Eventually its bound to hit you.
Hop on the net, find you the craziest instrumental.
Get you a vibe and freestyle it, the shit is getting simple.
The shits getting easy, its no secret, you know what i know
Im trynna get my career to be started like soprano
In other words, im trynna start this shit off on a high note
Nobody wanna help him, thats okay, i'll do it mono
I had a dream bout the devil, he said thats what its time for.
I got just what you need, i know you been dying to shine bro
The ink is in your veins just sign on the dotted line tho

It wasnt real but I figured it was a sign tho
I swear we lost it when we got our first thousand plays
Till i looked at the grand scheme of things, we still Miles away
I took a step back from music cus i just felt out of place.
And its funny how social media just isnt my space
And its funny how someone could tell you they'll love you forever.
A year goes by and they leave you and claim that its for the better
Break your heart, then you do some shit you regret out of despair
And you try to reach out to em but they act like they dont care
Now you start to wonder whether that person was ever there
And you start to think about if you'll ever be loved again.
And they leave you thinking bout what couldve possibly went wrong that could change you and her from ""forever"" to ""not very long""
Yo, Check, im trynna make my dreams legitimized
And use music to make a change instead of trynna criticize.
I care about your life, dont try to put an end to mines
Your existence wont be shit when instagram and twitter dies
I laugh at these rappers while staring in their bitter eyes
I know that im the shit and i'll be attracting some bigger flies
Taking bigger slices up outta some bigger pies.
And ima keep the ball moving like im trynna hypnotize
I wont defend the lies, and i wont spread or send the lies
When y'all see niggas bend the truth, yall act like its a big surprise
Tired before i do shit, thats that lack of motivation
Its kicking in, no lie, i might be giving in.
Dont need no pills, dont need no twenty twen twen
But i do need them franklins, i need some benny ben ben
For my dreams i'll do that shit, im one of many mad men.
Dont got alot friends now, didnt have many back then
I dont value much in life.
This shit ain't worth the price
Quit my job because the paycheck wasnt worth all of those nights
My true friends'll suck the venom out to heal me of those bites (PAUSE!)
I cant walk up in that grass unless i got on cleats and spikes
And i owe you my world for listening cus you dont owe me shit
But im glad you stayed with me cus you the one im growing with
If your heart breaks, I hope this music can be yo sewing kit
I just wish that when my heart was broke someone would show me this (kels)