Kelso - Agony Lyrics

I'm reflecting on this agony
My mother, brother, sister, was mad at me
Father not always there for me
Feel like no one was looking after me
Niggas looking down on me
So why these niggas around for me
When I was feeling my heart bleeding
I know y'all seen it
And now that I'm feeling all of these scars healing
Now these niggas around for me
Yeah I never needed a helping hand to understand who was buck wit me
We glued due to that mud Akhi been stuck wit me
But left it out through that fighting and all that scrapping I'm cappin if I told you I wasn't gon' always keep that love with me
As long as I get it back them niggas can hit my jack
Not on this road alone when I'm home I promise I'm giving back
Thinking back on that old me back when niggas would jawn me
Thinking 'bout that broke me missing out I was lonely
I was so lonely
Ooh so lonely
So lonely
Yeah
And I remember nights being way down nigga
Being tough inside my mind but crying face down nigga
My momma asking me why and I can't say now nigga yeah
But I'm on my way now nigga and
I'm okay
But I still have tears run down my face
From years I can't erase
And it's weird to get a taste of a real you can't escape but
Yeah
Now I'm okay
Now I'm reflecting on this agony
My mother, brother, sister, was mad at me
My Father not always there for me
Feel like no one was looking after me
Niggas looking down on me
So why now these niggas around for me
When I was feeling my heart bleeding
I know y'all seen it
And now that I'm feeling all of these scars healing
Now these niggas around for me
Oh yeah
(I'm reflecting on this agony
My mother, brother, sister, was mad at me
Father not always there for me
Feel like no one was looking after me
Niggas looking down on me
Why now these niggas around for me
When I was feeling my heart bleeding
I know y'all seen it
And now that I'm feeling all of these scars healing
Why these niggas around for me
Oh yeah)