$kelly the $crewball - Traumatic Lyrics

Hypnotize
I know it's a lot
You think you can't take
Wanna take that knife and cut your F*cking vein
Then gut your f*cking brain
Wanna leave the past inside of the Past, so you can run away
So you can ease the pain
Abused as a kid
I didn't know what to do
I just knew I wanted to be rid
I wanted to end it all and forget
Why she gotta do this to me?
Yelling and hitting, it all seems so Mean
It didn't feel real, I thought it was a F*cking dream
But it's just my life in reality
I was bullied, didn't phase me
Abused and it chase me
Cut it away, don't save me
Why's it f*cking replaying?
Never tell anyone what happened that Night
All you gotta know is I went upstairs With a knife
Nine years old, plotted homicide
But I couldn't kill my sister momma
I had to pass it by
Had to f*cking lie
And say I was fine
No words were said, just actions
After that, I found some distractions
All cuz of evil interactions
Cutting my arms so I can numb the Pain
Promise you don't want to know my Name
Cuz I'll f*ck up your life
You'll leave without saying goodbye
I got problems, I don't want them on You
So before you come in just make sure You choose
You wanna come on this path with Me to f*cking lose?
Suicide obsession
Dwelling on the past became my Aggression
Self harm was my friend, it was my Way of suppression
I hate bright lights
Can't stand slight fights
But I will take a hit and a bite
It'll be okay one day
I know it's f*cking hard feeling this Way
Society begging me "please stay Sane"
Not please lose your shit and let go
I know your head is full of demons
And your gonna f*cking blow
You may not see it some day, but it Will f*cking show