$kelly the $crewball - The Ninth of August Lyrics

Why the f*ck did you leave?
It wasn't your fault, it was me
I just wanna try
Why'd you have to lie the whole f*cking time?
That shit happens every relationship, what a Surprise
I guess i'm meant to be alone
I'll be lucky if you call my f*cking phone
Or i'll just kill myself so you can hear the tone
I don't think i ever felt this f*cking broke
Maybe this the last song, my suicide note
It's the end, it's getting worse
I can't pretend
I want my eyes pure red in my bed
It ain't been long, but i can't get you out my f*cking Head
I'm f*cked up and my message won't send
My funerals coming up, please don't attend
I wanna be alone, if it ain't with you it's with nobody Else
Our memories and more will be put on my shelf
I'm gonna scream your name until you hear
My cries for help are nothing clear
I can't accept that your gone
Maybe the time was wrong
But i know we are right
For your love, i will fight
You brought me out the darkness and showed me The light
I don't wanna cry over bitches, i want love
But you ain't my bitch, you my one and only one
I wanna work our shit through
Give you all the love that you wanted me to do
But i can't do it if you cannot stay true
Imma act a fool when you give me a clear clue
I'm scared of love but i see it with you
Imma tell you the facts, imma tell you the truth
Imma keep it a stack that i would never use
Never misuse, never abuse
It's been hell without you, i wanna f*cking puke
I wanna go back to my old ways
Wanna go back to our old days
But i gotta choose one
And i choose love over none
I choose love over harm
I can spit shit but i cannot f*cking charm
You can sleep on me, holding on my arm
I only want you, i only want us
I can see the feeling in your eye, it ain't lust
I see it in your eye, i see love