$kelly the $crewball - The Mind we Live in is A Living Hell Lyrics

Hypnotize
How did I end up this way?
Breaking down all my walls, so I can Break out of this chain
I guess I'm all f*cked up now
But I gotta keep pushing, gotta make Them proud
Making all this commotion cuz my Head is loud
Why can't I ever keep my feelings Down?
It just gets worse to the point where I Can't even frown
Forced to wear a smile
They don't really care about your Feelings till your going all wild
Till your breaking everything in your Path
Cuz when it turns to anger
Relationships won't last
They wanna lock you away, put you In a f*cking trap
And when you open the the boys They saying
"Man you such a f*cking sap"
Not even close family knows about Your relapse
Not even any friends know about the Dark times in your past
Bagging and building emotions
Heavy ass weight carry me down to The ocean
In my head, it's a mess, make a F*cking explosion
Regretting all those words that I Cannot take back
Cuz they already spoken
Heaven can't wait, suicide is my Motion
Jacket full of bullets, bitch I'm ready To kill
After I down the poison filled potion
Shotgun in my jeans
Ready to kill myself in front of my Class
It ain't what it seems
Please don't yell or scream
Cuz I don't wanna hurt nobody
Even when it's everybody tryna put The hurt in me
So I grab out the gun
They start to run
Hold on everybody, you gon miss the F*cking show
Locked the f*cking doe
Now where everybody gonna f*cking Go?
You gon see the blood drop from the Celling down to the flo