I'm alive and sleep deprived
Why can't I just die
Why can't I just thrive
Grip the blade and slice
Not once but I'm slashing it twice
Not two but I'm slashing it thrice
Covered face with sighs
Bitches call me nice
Keep f*cking me over
I will turn you to your christ
I don't wanna f*cking live
Life's got me waiting in a line to take a piss
I just wish that we could kiss
Then forget and forgive
Now I understand why I am this
But I'll never ever get
Why I throw a fit
Every time a bitch go and dip
You show up what you gonna fix
Nothing you cannot fix shit
But break a heart
I know I f*cked up in the start
I wish I could drive a car
So I can drive that 90s chevy deep up in the lake
A bitch turned me cold blooded
Now I'm far away
I'm alive and sleep deprived
Why can't I just die
Why can't I just thrive
Grip the blade and slice
Not once but I'm slashing it twice
Not two but I'm slashing it thrice
Covered face with sighs
Bitches call me nice
Keep f*cking me over
I will turn you to your christ