Razor blade serrated and I'm on the f*cking hunt
All these bitches bitchin' but I act I don't give a f*ck
Cruising all black mask, put the bodies in the trunk
Float them in the river, overtime they f*cking sunk
They say that hell's below but I think it's on this Earth
I'm fighting for my ways, maybe someday I'll find my Worth
Years later I found it in the f*cking dirt
Tryna end my life and I know some feelings will be F*cking hurt
Heaven is awaiting but I do deserve the worst
I'm destined for this pain, the reaper drive me in the Hearse
Prozac on my motherf*cking dresser
Hope to live for days, when the days feeling better
Prozac on my motherf*cking dresser
Hope to live for days, when the days feeling better
I'm squeezing on the blade, or I'll end with the Beretta
Pay me the f*cking cash that you owe, I'm sending letters
Pain feels so good when it's the only think you feel
I been told a lot of lies, but will you tell me heavens Real?
Or is it fake?
Tired of picking up my limbs, I need a break
Tired of getting my heart broken, face is blank
Drive a car into the water, lay beneath the f*cking Lake
I'm a selfish motherf*cker, uncharted, call me Rafe
I will go and end my life like I'm on another strafe
There's prescriptions in my dresser, yet I still ain't F*cking safe
Bitch don't step foot in my bubble
I'll turn you to a puddle
There's no stopping my bite, f*ck a muzzle
I'm lying in my coffin, my brain? I f*cking cuddle
Killing myself under a tree, it's not subtle
Rope the f*cking tree up, then I swing
In screaming f*ck the world and everything it Wanna bring
My whole existence worthless and everything Between
In my mind, I reside, what's underneath?
You thought that there is something but there's Nothing you can see
I feel like we should know the life we live is just a Fee
Until we up and die, we feel alive, and then diseased
Just cuz that you alive dont mean you living, life Ain't free
I hope you get a kick out of watching me f*cking Bleed