Kellio - Beach Shore Bells Lyrics

You know, a side of me that no ones ever seen
But my soul, yea it hurts but i'd just rather let it ring
She self sabotaging shit but it cool cause i be overthinking
I've made, my mistakes but i've admit my wrongs
If i go would you care or would it affect you at all
I'm bad with word, only way i can explain is through a song
I miss all the memories, the joy n yo style
When id call you'd say you miss me, and i ain't seen u in a while
Use to watch the sunset, man i luv to see you smile
I got notes about your mental, forever saved in my files
And please don't say you hate me, cause that hate is a strong word
Even through the arguments i never gave you the bird
Understand where I come from, i never saw the world
But i'm willing to go and experience it
I call on you, you the one i rely on
You leaving me confused, i'm up and your just gone
Accepting your flaws, even the ones that you just drawn
And now i'm sitting here all alone
Joy, Beach Shore Bells
When i call your therapeutic touch, i'll miss it oh well
I understand they come and go, but your story should be tell
I understand, but it hurts
Even as a man i swear that i'm on it
I promise you that i'll be on it
Tell me you love me, then you degrade my image
I don't even wanna speak on it
And then i just sit and i think about mistakes we committed
Your guilty cause you were acquitted
2 peas in a pod, but somehow that shit never fitted
Joy, Beach Shore Bells
If you luv me can you tell me, makes me feel so well
I'd give, everything my all, you bring me out of my shell
Develop as a person, i'm scared to fail
Joy, Beach Shore Bells
I'll miss the lessons and corrections and the things that you came with
Im sorry its for the better, go and shine in the dayshift
Would love to be your friend or even if were acquaintances
Joy, Beach Shore Bells
I don't want you to go, but i know it's for the better
Joy
You fill my day with love and joy