Kell Martin - goneurownway Lyrics

(Ok, here's Kell Martin)
Please tell me, who are you when everyone's gone
When you're left to call the shots
All alone with all your thoughts
I gotta know it
Are you thinkin' bout times you yelled at me
Makin' up lies you'd rather believe
Conjuring up an apology
But for the moment
You've said goodbye
You've said good riddance
Do I cross your mind
"And I when I said 'I love you' tell me why you didn't"
I'm not ok
You've gone your own way
So mundane
Carrying my own weight
(I gotta know it, eugh)
Looking back now in the rearview mirror
I can see everything a little bit clearer
Love is not your gift, I fear
Oh, the audacity
Seeing it now from the other side
Man, I really goofed this time
Crossed your heart and battered mine
Right from the moment
You said goodbye
You said good riddance
Do I cross your mind
"Thought you'd come crawlin' back, guess that's a superstition"
I'm not ok
You've gone your own way
So mundane
Carrying my own weight
(Tell me, who are you when everyone's gone
When you're left to call the shots
All alone with all your thoughts)
(Looking back now in the rearview mirror
I can see everything a little bit clearer
Love is not your gift, I fear)
Oh, the audacity
Call it what you want
This ain't what I want
Call it what you want
This ain't what I want, no
Call it what you want
This ain't what I want
Call it what you want
This ain't what I want
Call it what you want
This ain't what I want, no
Call it what you want
This ain't what I want
I'm not ok
But I don't need you anyway
I'm not ok
You've gone your own way
So mundane
Carrying my own weight
I'm not ok
You've gone your own way
So mundane
Carrying my own weight