Apathy Video (MV)

I want not to feel, without popping pills
I want room to think, without a drink

I want more than apathy
I feel my life floating away from me

I feel like its too late, stuck in this cycle
I want to think straight, but I'm a psycho
My blood is alcohol
My eyes are clouded
Wasn't looking for hell, but hell i found it

Don't feel alive but, I don't wanna die
Hypocrisy survives , in little lies
That we tell to feel relief
I feel my life sinking away from me