I need to learn to Stop holding on to things
That should be left behind
I'm coping with a lot
I need to say what's on my f*cking mind
Chasing dreams that seem so close
But yet so far away
I'm desperate for that peace
I need to learn to find some brighter days
Created art off that struggle nigga
That shit so crazy
How I almost pulled that f*ckin' trigga'
But god gave me wisdom
My son gave me vision
My shorty said if they ain't listen
They gon pay attention
That shit hittin' different
They believe in my potential
Wish I did the same
Blessings ain't coming fast enough
Guess I'm the one to blame
I can't ignite my flame
Cause I harbor too much pain
Look my reflection in the mirror
Guess it's time to make a change
Time to heal some open wounds
F*ck if they notice me
I'm taking over soon
Think it's time that y'all
See my POV
Cause now I gotta purpose nigga
Now I got my son watching me
Watch how life change when you thinkin' bigger
Tired of being overlooked
They say be humble but I'm hungry nigga
And I won't stop until my wallet
Reaching six figures
Damn
God gives his best missions
To the toughest soldiers
Said you stronger than you look
Remember what I told ya
God gives his best missions
To the toughest soldiers
Said you stronger than you look
Remember what I told ya