Douse me in my favorite liquor, light me on fire There's weight on my shoulders and it's just not getting lighter
I'm fighting the world but I never have been a fighter
I can't take it no more, I can't take it no more
I'm in, deep thought, it's depressing me
Having these feelings, emotions get the best of me
Swear I get so focused on the shit upsetting me
I know it ain't right but baby I'm just a mess, ya see
My family's always had an issue with drugs and alcohol and addiction
My mind's ridded with anxiety I'm trying to fix it, I'm trying to face it
But this medication when I take it, got me feeling complacent
Within the space I lay in But my soul tell me never quit
Even though I had thoughts of giving up right before I win
And now I see the true colors inside this life I live
And you can never take away all of the shit I did
This part of me is a story and I'm just sharing it
Too many say they depressed and they barely bearing it
Your presence is precious and lovely, let me cherish it
They wanna give up and drop it but nah I'll carry it
But nah I'll carry it
Douse me in my favorite liquor, light me on fire
There's weight on my shoulders and it's just not getting lighter
I'm fighting the world but I never have been a fighter
I can't take it no more, I can't take it no more
Douse me in my favorite liquor, light me on fire
There's weight on my shoulders and it's just not getting lighter
I'm fighting the world but I never have been a fighter
I can't take it no more, I can't take it no more
He take the shit, create the shit, he make it fit
Tapping into his fatal shit, there's no way you can
Break the kid, mentally he on another trip
To his dark days but it's too hazy
Could've went back but it's too late
He say, okay, turn the page, it's a new day
Breaking dawn, how it feel when you was too gone
Too dark to reminisce on
Self-harm with your slit arms
But you look good, you gotta fit on
So don't worry about it till later homie
Dig it deeper, medication homie
Can't find a problem so I make it, homie
Place it on me, I'm the problem and now
I feel my mind has drifted
I feel my vibe has shifted
I'm not the biggest fan of people so I'm moving different
I can tell you how I feel, you just have to listen
But you don't ever listen
Ain't no sense in me bitching
Get the knife out the kitchen
Carve a broken heart where my heart is
I'm not gonna feel it regardless
I'm floating in this ocean
And I think this water's uncharted
They ask me about my demons
I just tell them, don't get me started
Don't get me started, no
Douse me in my favorite liquor light me on fire
There's weight on my shoulders and it's just not getting lighter
I'm fighting the world but I never have been a fighter
I can't take it no more, I can't take it no more
Douse me in my favorite liquor light me on fire
There's weight on my shoulders and it's just not getting lighter
I'm fighting the world but I never have been a fighter
I can't take it no more, I can't take it no more