Kdmq - Awake Lyrics

I am awake
I am breathing, and yet walking against
I'm singing a deadly hymn with a choir full of dead
There's sickness ahead
Reaching the end of the road, while cleaning myself with no soap
On a river, I made, with my own tears, and my own fears
Many years ago, before my eyes got dry
Before I wanted a response
Now I am in gray, watching dead nature
Begging for love, and looking for more

I am awake, lucid dreaming, the real world is hell
At least here I can hear my own, no sins, no spleen
Clarity like water
No one to blame, no even the manslaughter

I am awake, I am on the river, on the bay
Losing faith in humans as usual

I'm waiting for her
(For the death) the skeleton lady to take me away

I'm reaching receiving
Increasing, listening radios
The sun the moon, I'm leaving this world
I have no more hope

I am awake, I am awake... awake