Always sitting in sorrow
Don't wanna see tomorrow
With all of these tips
They just point to being hallow
Do I lead or do I follow
Rise or find time to borrow
Just to fail cuz words hard to Swallow
It's exhausting
Nothing but pain that still hurt
It's just costing
All the lies that I've earned
Filled with toxin
From everything that I learned
To be a disappointment it's none Of your concern
See the caution
I tend to try
My last option
Is to say I'm alright
But still coughin
Cuz I can't sleep at night
My story my life my kryptonite
My life is just miserable
Lately just irritable
Why is everyone biblical
When God is invisible
You feel so invincible
You're another individual
The principle of your curse
Is unforgivable
It's just fictional
Always felt trapped sentenced to Life
Im so criminal
Might seem that I'm hoping
I'm sorry I can't pick myself up I'm Choking
Can't think can't breathe still l
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In the darkest room I'll still be Holding on
Everyone just wanna shine the
Light
They can only see the shade in the Night
Just my diminished trophies
Never been so bright
That's why I wanna end it tonight
Always sitting in sorrow
Don't wanna see tomorrow
With all of these tips
They just point to being hallow
Do I lead or do I follow
Rise or find time to borrow
Just to fail cuz words hard to Swallow
It's exhausting
I can't find my place
Running last in the race
Just open space
I need to brace
Need to be erase
Never found a pace
To tired to chase
Guess I disgrace
Let me suffocate
Can't anticipate
When life was great
I know it's my toxic trait
I'm tired of running
So God just please wait
Been made mistake
Give me a break
All this suffering
It's starting to ache
Mind starting to slip
I still followed the scrip
So why am I so alone
Never catching a grip
Another call on the phone
Will just add another chip
But nobody will listen
All my thoughts are skipped
Still feeling like I was the one that Was tricked
Is this what life is really about
Living day by day still having the
Same doubts
With all your thoughts you could Never say aloud
And being quiet makes everyone Proud
They walk over you you feel like a Mouse
You just wanna scream and shout
No foundation but strong like a House
My house fell over it's time to live Without me
Always sitting in sorrow
Don't wanna see tomorrow
With all of these tips
They just point to being hallow
Do I lead or do I follow
Rise or find time to borrow
Just to fail cuz words hard to Swallow
It's exhausting