KCVoid - losing Lyrics

I don't wanna get the call
That something i did was my fault
All i tried to do was help you
And all the plans fell right through the floor
And u still want so much more (so much more)
I'm trying
And i'm losing
I'm trying to survive it
I wonder if they would've known
Who i was from the start
And if they would've known
That i don't have a heart
And if they would've known
That i'm about to fall apart again
It's the fifth time (it's the fifth time)
(It's the- it's the) it's the eighth time
Wait
It's more than that
And i've lost track
Why would you say that
If you didn't mean it
How the hell did the whole would come between us
We used to be so close
But now i just don't know
Where'd u go
Where are you
How i wonder what you're doing
I am losing
My way
Do not call me
I won't pick up the phone
I say i'm lonely but i like being alone
I guess that's just my trait
What one do you hate?
There's so many to pick from
So take one
And don't stop running away
I don't care what u say (to me)
Don't look away from me please
I want u to notice me
And everything that i'm trying to do for u
I don't know what to do
I wonder if i'm just better off alone
I hate being at home
But i'm too scared to go outside
Because i just wanna die
Why would you say that
If you didn't mean it
How the hell did the whole would come between us
We used to be so close
But now i just don't know
Where'd u go
Where are you
How i wonder what you're doing
I am losing
My way