Kchav - Conflicted Lyrics

I don't wanna see you live
And I don't wanna see you die
I don't wanna give
You all of my attention when you cry
I don't wanna be the guy you always come to when you lie

I just know that I want you and I hate it

You need someone to go and entertain
Cause love and lust we know the truth and it is not the same nah
I'm so conflicted I don't need the pain
All this time thought it was you but now we share the blame yah

I really thought things wouldn't be the same
But I just knew I had a feeling this was all a game now
It really felt like you forgot my name
You felt so cold I felt the change and that's what I won't allow

I don't wanna see you live
And I don't wanna see you die
I don't wanna give
You all of my attention when you cry
I don't wanna be the guy you always come to when you lie

I just know that I want you and I hate it

Get away from all of that f*ck shit
Keep me close if that's what you wanted
You would run whenever there's conflict
How about now? I'm feeling forgotten (Yeah)

I don't care about the past
I don't care how you feel
I don't know where we're at
I don't know what's your deal

You can say what you want
It won't change what is real
You don't know about my life
You can't hold on the wheel

This game is really easy
But I'm hard to kill
The choice is yours
You can decide who takes the pill

If all these drugs could help
I guess your fate is sealed
When it's about the past
You use it like a shield

How the f*ck am I supposed to stay
This is a game I'm not willing to play
The truth is so cunning it's like a blade
I can finally see why you're so afraid

I don't wanna see you live
And I don't wanna see you die
I don't wanna give
You all of my attention when you cry
I don't wanna be the guy you always come to when you lie

I just know that I want you and I hate it

How can I hate you when I want you
How could you end up and twist this story
You heard the stories but it's not true
But you believed them so I can't be sorry

How can this trust be found
You lied to my face
How would all it just sound
If I needed some space

Would I still be around
If you pleaded your case
Now you're searching for ground
To go for the chase

As far as we can be I'll never break
The endless nightmare here I'll never wake
The soul that's left with me you'll never take
The feeling left with me I'll never shake

Oh my I can't be helpless
I saw red flags it's endless
I knew those lies it's precious
I can't hate you I'm gracious

Yeah
Yeah