Somber Summer Video (MV)

I'm Manifesting for
Some better decisions
Cause I'm the type to go
Kamikaze at any minute
Pride why I'm fighting
When I really wasn't ready
Got me looking
Like Ronda Rousey
While she getting finished
I'm just chilling
Tryna write like Mya
Still Inspired
Best of me
We haven't seen it
So how I could give it
Sick for a while but
Now Im in remission
Almost relapsed
Sad cause
Joose isn't with me
On a mission
Tryna read the map
But so much missing
Army of two and I
Just lost half of the vision
We finally coming to
The end of the pandemic
And I'm feeling like
I'm starting right
Back at the beginning,
Tryna learn
How too fill this
Calendar with gigs cause
I'm not the one
Who ever did it
I'm getting love cause
I go stupid with lyrics
But the problem is
I've always been stupid
With this business so

Probably be a
Somber summer
Miss my brother
I ain't over nothing
Need more sober days
So I can finish recordings
And hit the road
This summer
Tryna prove that
It ain't over summer
Need a rebirth like
I'm back up in my
Mothers stomach
I've been active
And only getting
Better with age
I can't explain it
But I know the upgrade
Had something
To do with you
He decided he decided
He decided he decided
Must have been you
He decided he decided
He decided he decided
I know it's true
He decided he decided
He decided he decided
Thanks for the Juice
He decided he decided
He decided he decided

Vision impaired
By the tears
As I'm writing
In a few years
We did what some
Won't ever do in life
On stage let's be honest
Never were the best
Hype man didn't like it
But you knew that I
Felt better with you
By my side
Polar opposites
But the love could
Never be denied
Going through our memories
Is all smiles and belly laughter
Called Sonik to team up on me
Cause I had formed a habit
How could I be mad at you
You hard headed anti vaxxer
Big heart lover
Undercover as an asshole
Believed in me
More than I ever did
I'm saying thank you
The rest l'll figure out
If you could hear
These bars now
I swear you would be proud
I'm not a pop rapper
I'm a lyricist now
And I'ma keep working
Hoping that I
Never let you down
I still feel your presence
Even though you're not around
And I'm gon make the album
That you always wanted
I can't wait to put it out

Probably be a
Somber summer
Miss my brother
I ain't over nothing
Need more sober days
So I can finish recordings
And hit the road
This summer
Tryna prove that
It ain't over summer
Need a rebirth like
I'm back up in my
Mothers stomach
I've been active
And only getting
Better with age
I can't explain it
But I know the upgrade
Had something
To do with you
He decided he decided
He decided he decided
Must have been you
He decided he decided
He decided he decided
I know it's true
He decided he decided
He decided he decided
Thanks for the Juice
He decided he decided
He decided he decided