Im not GD or BD
But imma keep thuggin out life
Thinking shit was too easy
I had a big heart at a point
Then I let a girl freeze me
You gotta believe me
I tell em to leave me
Yeah I know i'm a demon
Im living life greedy
But because I'm a demon
That don't mean I never need god
Yeah the shit'll get greasy
Yeah I had me a shorty
She stayed on my mind all the time and I took it for granted
Time passed and that girl went from friend
To my best friend, to my whole world, whole planet
For her might've just given up all of my time
Shorty taught me bout life, bout lying
Heartbreak, how to keep your heart safe
She ain't playing no games, arcade
Then a young nigga crossed the line
She trusted the kid
After some months of a bond
It felt like she might f*ck with the kid
And just with the kid
Like shorty was loyal but after a while
She lost trust in the kid
And now thats my lesson
Shorty a blessing
And I had her heart out here
I had her stressing
I know what you thinking
I cheated
No I never cheated
I might've just been overstepping
While i'm out here jealous
Worried bout all the wrong shit
Steady thinking like
"Who is you texting?"
The kid only loyal to you
Shot down them girls in a message
They ain't get the message
I might've been sneaking around with them girls
But Its always two
Like shorty what I'm really gone do?
Even though one of them liked me
They never could get me
I always kept thinking bout you
For real
I talked to my momma bout this shit
She told me that love is a business
She taught me that I bad apple in the whole bunch ruin shit shorty
Life ain't forgiving
I made you think something else
Now you tryna do the same shit shorty
What else is different?
I'm labeled as liar forever
You say I ain't care
And I can't prove you different
So burn that bear that I got you for Christmas
And f*ck up that ring that I took off your wishlist
Cut my face right out of all of them pictures
Cause all of this symbolism shit is twisted
Never tried so hard to work it and fix it
But everything I say to you, you don't listen
So now it's f*ck you
If you can't see through the rumors
Baby my hatred is endless
And I'll never get it
If y'all really knew a nigga
Y'all should've knew my intentions
One bad decision
To keep somebody as a friend
In that friendship I'm keeping my distance
And you chose to listen to what you think you saw
But you should've openly voiced your opinion
How all them facts were laid out on the table to you
Losing trust, no I wasn't offended
Cause baby I get it
Only big difference with us is that one of us super forgiving
Which one of us is it?
I know that you gone say its you cause I never in that position
I tried to fill up a void that the nigga before you cut deep in
And I couldn't fill it
And my biggest secret's
I gave away all of my friends
Cause I thought that that's all that you needed
I kept it a secret