Kaylyn - Two Sides Lyrics

Hello kaylyn, I know you didn't think you'd be seeing me again
What's the matter? I know it's been some time, you don't remember you're old friend
That's fine, we'll run it back, let's take you back to where it all began
And when we're done with the dissection we can take a look at your lifespan
I see you've changed, got some style and lost a lotta weight
But no matter what you can't shed the parts of you that you grew up
Knocked on your door when you were fifteen, back then you just let me in
Stuck around for a while, we grew close, could even say I was your best friend
I watched you put a blade to your wrist, but I'll stop there before we dive right in
After everything we went through you tried to get rid of me didn't you ?
I'm like a cloud forming above your head, the more you shine the bigger I get
Until it starts to rain and the lightning hits
Leave me unkept and before you know it you're snowed right in
We're being honest? I'm the only one from high school that you got left
You didn't know it but I've been here since birth and I'll be here til death
Like the brother you never had, when you look in the mirror it's not you it's me you reflect
Don't mean to cut you off
But you've been out my life for some time, and you ain't my friend
Don't get me wrong I know depression but it's not a thing that never ends
Your not wrong, you are a cloud, you pass over before it shines again
And yeah it gets rough but your not a villain you just play pretend
Wanna go there? Well yeah, I did slit my wrist
I used to watch the blood pour out and in a weird way it gave me bliss
But I learned to express my thoughts without you I looked to god and he gave me this
Through hard work and dedication I made it out of where you put me in
But I still feel down, every now and then, buy a day pass and I go right in
I sit down and let the bad thoughts in, some times I miss the gates and I stay within
Eventually I'll get up and leave, won't let the devil in
This is my outlet, now back to you
Now back to you so you can reminisce
Oh wow! You must be proud
You grew some balls well how profound
Think you're a big shot above all else
But when you're alone I know your head gets loud
You've had a lot happen over the past few months, did you write that down?
Every little thing no matter how you look? No matter what, did you jot that down?
We both know those are songs that you won't put out
They're a little real for what you like to write and what you like to rap about
You'd rather rhyme about the money you have, I'll give you that your a smart saver
But when the ones who need you the most reach out your not a life saver
Quite the opposite really, you'll show love in a screen saver
Do me a favour
Write a few songs and add just a little flavour
Mix in some truth, something they can savour
And maybe, now listen close, just maybe then you can be a saviour
Well lucky you I did just that
EP's a home run give me a bat
Not so fast this is my show no talking smack
I'll take the reigns you can't have them back
You've done enough thanks for the chat
Your the mouse and I'm the cat
Say your last words Kaylyn
I really wish you hadn't done that