KayGee XI - Challenges (feat. Grizz XI & JazzeBeats) Lyrics

Believe me, I was a different person
Believe me, I was a different person
Feel the same that I got this anxiety
And probably I would rather be
A constant reminder to myself
A variety of challenges
The abnormalities, insecurities
Believe me, I was a different person
Feel the same that I got this anxiety
And probably I would rather be
A constant reminder to myself
A variety of challenges
The abnormalities, insecurities
Uh, should I talk about it
Should I get it off my chest? Maybe breathe better
Cause the weight on my back is getting real heavy
Broad shoulders, big heart, but that was never enough
Maybe I should talk about it, how I feel inside
Plus it's kinda hard with all these unexpected emotions
I've been running circles,
I feel a lot, I feel nothing, nothing in between
Anxiety got me asking if I'll ever be good
BPD got me feeling like I'll never be good
Taking pills just to keep myself level-headed
Elevated, OD on my mind but I will never give in
Suicide on my mind but I will never give in
Thoughts of being happy overpower these feelings
I just wanna be better but it's a day at a time
Take it easy, don't be hard on yourself
Those words keep on ringing in my mind everyday
I know God watching, maybe this is part of His plan
But honestly, my faith been running close to the E
Mama says keep praying, It gets better with time
But I don't know how much time I have left
Maybe I should talk about it
My fake smiling, make me numb to the pain
Living happy but really I'm dying slowly inside
Fast lane living, tryna lose all of my demons
Losing control of myself, I can feel it ending
Father hold my hand, that's my final resort
But if the end comes, I hope you
Believe me I was a different person
Feel the same that I got this anxiety
And probably I would rather be
A constant reminder to myself
A variety of challenges
The abnormalities, insecurities
Believe me I was a different person
Feel the same that I got this anxiety
And probably I would rather be
A constant reminder to myself
A variety of challenges
The abnormalities, insecurities
Am I a failure if my brother isn't doing well
I usually hear the silence, how the f*ck I couldn't tell
Should have known, you told me don't trip but you already fell
Tackling demons all alone it's like the NFL
But I'm glad you hit my line brodie, I'm your quarterback
Touchdown PTA, told you pack your backs
And I'm tryna stay strong the whole time, far from that
I got fear in my eyes, the tears no surprise
My head to the skies, I thank God for your life
And I'm proud of you bruv, cause it could never be me
I could've kept it inside, I could've let it kill me
If you the bigger man already, why you look up to me?
It's bad business honestly, how I'm dealing with things
I tell you talk about it, slime, but I keep it within
We done took too many losses, I just need us to win
And you were made in the image, so you really be him
You God's son, you got it son
Living through our mother's prayers, there you were the chosen one
So don't you ever think of ending, you ain't even begun
That fat lady ain't sung,
It could be dark days bro
But we gon' wake to the sun
And if it's hard for you to talk, you could give me a sign
And I will listen to your silence
Anything is better than the self-inflicted violence
You could lose the battle, win the war, keep on fighting
And it's a note to me too,
Your brother understands
And I stand for you
Believe me I was a different person
Feel the same that I got this anxiety
And probably I would rather be
A constant reminder to myself
A variety of challenges
The abnormalities, insecurities
Believe me I was a different person
Feel the same that I got this anxiety
And probably I would rather be
A constant reminder to myself
A variety of challenges
The abnormalities, insecurities