Dispair Video (MV)

Dj Soulja
Sometimes I feel like I've lost hope
Could someone just please come and take me home
Coz I've been holding on to the end of the rope
I need to drown my sorrows and let em soak
Coz I've been feeling down lately I've been feeling beat
And I've been through the pressure if you get close you'd feel the heat
Yes I've been feeling down lately I've been feeling beat
And I've been through the pressure if you get close you'd feel the heat

I swear to God I'm loosing it I'm tryna find my way
Working trying to get it each and everyday
But I feel like I don't wanna live no more
Snatch my mic don't wanna rap no more
Fall down from the rat race I just get fed up
But voice in my head keeps telling me to get up
Bounce back up kid you ain't done yet
Think of all the things that you ain't done yet
Try to bounce back up but my knees so weak
Trying to look up but the view so bleak
Beaten and broken can't take the pain
Say it's my fault sure I'll take the blame
Tell myself I'm great but I question it
But this rap thing I'm constantly crushing it
Only lie in the both when I sleep in it
Never faking it I don't know but I ain't never making it why

Sometimes I feel like I've lost hope
Could someone just please come and take me home
Coz I've been holding on to the end of the rope
I need to drown my sorrows and let em soak
Coz I've been feeling down lately I've been feeling beat
And I've been through the pressure if you get close you'd feel the heat
Yes I've been feeling down lately I've been feeling beat
And I've been through the pressure if you get close you'd feel the heat

I'm hurting but still tryna keep my cool
Coz I was told that that's what real men do
A real man no matter what is always gotta take it
If ain't gravy then you just gotta fake it
Keep it together but breaking inside
Pretending it's cool I'm just faking my pride
Like being broke ain't never broke my stride
Still tryna get it got God on my side
I'll be standing right here when breaks
Hitting gas pedals I'll be hitting no breaks
I am only human I make mistakes too
They say nobody is perfect we just trying to break through
Say I never make money from the music I make
Will I still be happy I did it for my sake
Will I still be happy with every mixtape
Will I die never knowing the feeling of being fake eh

Sometimes I feel like I've lost hope
Could someone just please come and take me home
Coz I've been holding on to the end of the rope
I need to drown my sorrows and let em soak
Coz I've been feeling down lately I've been feeling beat
And I've been through the pressure if you get close you'd feel the heat
Yes I've been feeling down lately I've been feeling beat
And I've been through the pressure if you get close you'd feel the heat
Sometimes I feel like I've lost hope
Could someone just please come and take me home
Coz I've been holding on to the end of the rope
I need to drown my sorrows and let em soak
Coz I've been feeling down lately I've been feeling beat
And I've been through the pressure if you get close you'd feel the heat
Yes I've been feeling down lately I've been feeling beat
And I've been through the pressure if you get close you'd feel the heat