KATYA BLANCA - Circles Lyrics

I was counting days
Thinking it's just a phase
And I hoped for a brand new start
Didn't wanna to chase
You while thinking of ways
How to make it not fall apart
But it's not a romcom
More like Stockholm syndrome
That I tried to avoid in vain
I left my comfort zone
No more whining at home
But it's still giving me migraine
Remember, back then you promised so much
I somehow believed it all
The higher my expectations are
The lower I'll have to fall
I have been so disappointed many times
And suffered such hard setbacks
Learnt never to get my hopes up much
So there will be no regrets
I may not always be right
You may not mean to be harsh
There is nothing black and white
But I've got a hunch
Again going round in circles there
Insane pressure, is this even fair?
This gaaaame's getting on my nerves
The same patterns that we chose
I hide coz I can't admit
It is better for me to quit
They say it won't change a bit
Another day has gone by
And the harder I try
This is more than I could bear now.
So frustrated, won't lie
Should I even rely
On that we'll get through it somehow?
Remember, back then you promised so much
I somehow believed it all
The higher my expectations are
The lower I'll have to fall
I have been so disappointed many times
And suffered such hard setbacks
Learnt never to get my hopes up much
So there will be no regrets
I may not always be right
You may not mean to be harsh
There is nothing black and white
But I've got a hunch
Again going round in circles there
Insane pressure, is this even fair?
This gaaaame's getting on my nerves
The same patterns that we chose
I hide coz I can't admit