Kats Fifth - Spilling Lyrics

I can sense the darkness
Always following behind me
Forces I can feel in my spine
Though you couldn't see
The mask he wore in front of us all
Hid the demon inside
We were deep in denial

20 Years of waiting for change that never came
The letter I burned didn't have to be too late that day
If you're looking for answers
Go ask God when you pray
If you'll be forgiven, I'm not the one to say

Now that you're behind bars
I still think of you
Thinking if there's anything you thought you shouldn't do
I'm still alive but the memories come
Spilling out, spilling out, just spilling out

Sometimes the drive to work
Is when I'm most reminded
Hands gripping the wheel I can barely steer to fight it
I dread the nights I toss and turn till morning in my bed
So don't talk to me
About wishing you were dead

20 Years believing my circumstance will never change
Who you were to me is no longer here today
If you're looking for answers
Go ask God when you pray
If you'll be forgiven, I'm not the one to say

Now that you're behind bars
I still think of you
Thinking if there's anything you thought you shouldn't do
I'm still alive but the mem'ries come
Spilling out, spilling out, just spilling out

Now that you're behind bars
I still think of you
Thinking if there's anything you thought you shouldn't do