Leaving never hurt this much before
Staying never came with this much
Blood
Believing never worked like this before
I guess
I never believed in you enough
Holding the hands of my enemies
Forehead to forehead synergy
You should be ashamed of what
You're proud of
Give it time
I-I'll be fine
I'm used to packing up my heart
It's held together by bandages
Bandages
Don't let the bandits in
Bandits in
Seven years of wasted tears, love
Always had the tendency to try
Then give up
Abandoning, abandoning
All of the damages, damages
But
The moment I met you was
The moment it ended for us
I would fight for myself and
It would kick up the dust
Did you think I wouldn't see
The war paint in your smile lines?
I remember thinking
"You're addicted to crossing the line"
So since you're gonna play this game
I'm gonna play it better
Tattoo your name beneath the skin
Then talk about the weather
Flattery draws them to the flame
Under oath and underage
Don't think a prison could contain her
You thought you had me
But I'm not desensitized
Ruffled some feathers
So you sat me down and just lied
Don't think you ever even really apologized
Cause some people took your side
I bet that fed your pride
Don't sweat
I'm not stepping foot on this
Battle ground again
Shot in the dark to the back
Why would I trust it?
The ashes falling were mistaken for snow
But in Retrospect
I think you might've known
We'll call it "my fault"
That you don't know right from wrong
It's "my fault" that you never asked
I stood on the side
Catchlight in my eyes
Of my innocence getting
Twisted and monetized
The whole world shattered on 9/23
(So since you're gonna play this
Game, I'm gonna play it better)
Lime green with envy
From the moment you met me
(Always had the tendency to try
Then give up)
I saw this coming
Paid the price and in the process
(Some people took your side
I bet that fed your pride)
Lost all defenses
I tried to fight it
(I guess I never
Believed in you enough)
You tried to hide it
Oh, the drama you stirred up
Lives and dies with me
(Lime green with envy)
Oh, but the trauma you inflicted
I'll tell the whole story
(I saw this coming)
The flicker in your eyes
Had to die sometime
And I think it's gonna die tonight
Cause I'm finally projecting
Finally projecting your scandals in direct
Limelight