What have I
What have I done?
Misplacing things one by one
Like all of my friends and all of our memories
(They fade away)
Time goes by and its erased
Oh my mind likes to replace all of these years of my life
With stress and exhaust
(It clouds my brain)
When will it stop?
Im starting to think this will go on forever
I'm getting tired of thinking it'll never get better
(Better, better, better)
My chest fills up with heavy breath
Feel a rock blocking my neck
Now I cant breathe and no one knows
I'm all alone in my room
When will it stop?
I'm starting to think this will go on forever
I'm getting tired of thinking it will never get better
(Better, better)
(Better, better)
Better, better
Better, better
I lean on my friends cuz they want me to
I don't really know what they could even do
I start to feel bad for dumping this on them
But cant stop it, word vomit
I just want to hold it in
Oh I lean on my friends cuz they want me to
I don't really know what they could even do
I start to feel bad for dumping this on them
But cant stop, word vomit
I just want to hold it in
When will it stop?
I'm starting to think it'll maybe get better
If I just talk to the people that send me love letters