6am, cup of tea
Head is throbbing, look at me
6am, hit the shower
Get the kids up in half an hour
6am, thought of you
3 glasses of wine, and then we're through
What the hell am I gonna do
Got so many little things to do
7am, brush my teeth
Get the kids dressed, rinse repeat
7:30, start the car
Drop the kids off, what a star!
8am, go to work
Look the part, smile and smirk
End of shift, I'm feeling beat
Back tomorrow, rinse repeat
And I don't wanna spend my days
Living in a numbness haze
Tell me this is not a phase
And life can't be this over yet
Am I really too old or is this mind set?
Sorry if I don't seem very discreet
But I'm sick of living this life, rinse repeat
5pm, pick up kids
Feed them dinner, wash and rinse
7pm, bath and bed
Goodnight kiss, stories read
8pm, you send a text
Say you wanna come over and see what's next
All I want is a quiet night
But knowing you, it'd be a street fight
9pm, you're at my door
Another chance, let's explore
Kids are asleep I try to say
What if they see us in this way?
10pm, you car pulls out
Soak in the bath and there's no doubt
You'll forget me in a heartbeat
Until next time, rinse repeat
And I don't wanna spend my days
Living in a numbness haze
Tell me this is not a phase
And life can't be this over yet
Am I really too old or is this mind set?
Sorry if I don't seem very discreet
But I'm sick of living this life, rinse repeat
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Don't wanna be the one to numb this pain
There's gotta be a better way to begin again.
And I don't wanna spend my days
Living in a numbness haze
Tell me this is not a phase
And life can't be this over yet
Am I really too old or is this mind set?
Sorry if I don't seem very discreet
But I'm sick of living this life, rinse repeat
And where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?