Secret Video (MV)

Can't tell you bout the first time i got high, or drunk
Or how I sleep at my boyfriends every night

Can't tell you that on sundays I don't go, to church
Instead i'm with my friends that you don't know

When i tell you
What's going on
You get mad
Cause it's not what you want
And I don't wanna lie to you

So i've been keeping my whole life a secret
I don't like to tell you how i'm feeling
Cuz when I do, you never wanna hear it, anyway

It's easier to keep it all a secret
Than be somebody that you don't agree with
I can't be myself around you knowing that you hate
How i don't do things your way

Can't help thinking bout how much you're mis,sing out
On everything that means a thing to me

After all this time, i thought that we'd be clo,ser now
But At this point i feel like we'll never be

Cause When i tell you
What's going on
You get mad
Cause it's not what you want
And I don't wanna lie to you

So i've been keeping my whole life a secret
I don't like to tell you how i'm feeling
Cuz when I do, you never wanna hear it, anyway

It's easier to keep it all a secret
Than be somebody that you don't agree with
I can't be myself around you knowing that you hate
How i don't do things your way

Wish I didn't have to keep it all a secret
And hideaway every one of my feelings
Wish you were the one that I could call when
Things are good or bad
But I guess it's not like that